Emoing =.=

The journey begins
Starts from within
Things that I need to know

The song of the bird
Echoed in words
Flying for the need to fly

Thoughts endless in flight
Day turns to night
Questions you ask your soul

Which way do I go?
How fast is too slow?
The journey has its time within us

If a man can fly over an ocean
And no mountains can get in his way
Will he fly on forever
Searching for something to believe

From above I can see from the heavens
Down below I see the storm rages on
And somewhere in the answer
There is a hope to carry on

When I finally return
Things that I learn
Carry me back to home

The thoughts that I feed
Planting a seed
With time will begin to grow

The more that I try
The more that I fly

The answer in itself will be there

I just wan to thank Vicky for being there for me
When i needed someone.

Sound of Silence

Hello darkness, my old friend,
Ive come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of
A neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one deared
Disturb the sound of silence.

Fools said i,you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you.
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon God they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said, the words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisperd in the sounds of silence.

Well is happening again...
4th of April...
I really feel like dying...

The only ppl at help me awhile was...

Mostly Vicky...
A bit from Collin & Chi May
And Nick Thang?

For asking question bout DOTA...
The short form of their name. lol
At least i had some laughter...

Who noes i go to Langkawi was a good idea or bad...
Maybe i go there i could calm myself down since my training is near the sea...
Maybe i would just drown myself there wif liqueur, cigarette, drugs???

Oh well...
Just wan to thank Vicky, Collin, Nick Thang & Chi May...
For helping me or so called comfort me when i really down...
LOL

OMG

My god...
My knife set kena infested wif spider web and eggs =.=
Cloth oso fungus. =.= thanks mum for saying dnu take home...
When free oni take home =.="

Is time

Well...
Is time again...
Is goin to be April soon...
4th of April...
The day to be remember by me...
The day where im elected as censored...
The day i when to police station 1st time...

1 simple mistake an idiot do...
1 event sparks...
1's person true face shows...
5 other idiots followed tat idiots mistake to help tat idiot...
And all 6 fell b4 their knees...
Regretting on their mistakes...
With broken arms and shoulders...
Bleeding...
This is wat you get...
Underestimates a persons hidden ability...

How marvelous is it?
All this years...
Pain, suffering, anger, hatred...
Kept in this persons little heart...
Could be a power of destruction...
So powerful till you're indestructible...
Unable to feel pain...
Unable to control your emotions...
Unable to control yourself...

Only 1 single thing in your mind...
Kill them...
Hunt them down...
Lifeless jerks...
You are ntg more then a barrier...
A barrier for a greater purpose...

Now the time has come again...
Another idiot...
Another barrier to be taken down...
If you dunno who you are too bad...
If you do good. be prepare to die...
If those noes who is tat idiot...
Do keep it silent...
If those who don't, too bad oso...
Dun bother asking...
As you are digging your own graves as well...

Why?

Am i destined to be an anti Christ?
Why are you forcing me to be into Christianity?
Can't i just choose which one i want to be???
God damn it...
Leave me alone...